Ever since Nathan, one
of the precious friends we were able to meet while ministering in Korea, made
the transition into Orthodox Church, my wife and I have been studying orthodoxy;
have watched every available documentary in the internet about Mt. Athos,
Meteora and the desert monks of the Coptic tradition. The common thing that marks these monastic
communities is their quest for purity from the evil that is within each of
us. Holy mountains of Athos, the roof
top monasteries of Meteora, and the desert caves of saint Macarious have
witnessed for centuries the tenacity of human spirit in overcoming unimaginable
hardships and suffering of all kinds for the purpose of attaining purity, holiness,
serenity and blessed union with Christ.
Often, these monastic communities were subject to all kinds of cruelty and persecution from the opposing faiths and invading armies; the landscapes and the ossuaries of these monasteries have been hallowed by countless tombs and the remains of the martyrs who gave their lives without fear or complain. In responding to the evil done to them, they would simply say “when evil is done to us, we respond with good so that we do not add to the evil that is already in existence”. Indeed, they truly imitate their Lord, Jesus Christ, in absorbing the evil from the world taking it with them to the grave so that the world behind them could be a little better. For these fathers, monks, priests and believers, the way to victory against the evil in human heart is found through what they call the fellowship of suffering (Phil.1:29), and the person who has suffered the most appears to be the most deified (not becoming God, but becoming like God); Peter also tells us that the one who has suffered in the body is done with sin (1 Peter 4:1).
Often, these monastic communities were subject to all kinds of cruelty and persecution from the opposing faiths and invading armies; the landscapes and the ossuaries of these monasteries have been hallowed by countless tombs and the remains of the martyrs who gave their lives without fear or complain. In responding to the evil done to them, they would simply say “when evil is done to us, we respond with good so that we do not add to the evil that is already in existence”. Indeed, they truly imitate their Lord, Jesus Christ, in absorbing the evil from the world taking it with them to the grave so that the world behind them could be a little better. For these fathers, monks, priests and believers, the way to victory against the evil in human heart is found through what they call the fellowship of suffering (Phil.1:29), and the person who has suffered the most appears to be the most deified (not becoming God, but becoming like God); Peter also tells us that the one who has suffered in the body is done with sin (1 Peter 4:1).
Though far from the
kind of suffering these precious people of God have gone through, I have also witnessed
the benefit of suffering for the cause of Christ. The Lord saved me in the midst of a decade
that was known for severe persecution of Christians in my nation. Police harassment/brutality, ostracism from
the communities, discrimination in the work places and lengthy imprisonments purified
the Christian community beautifully. For
example, a Nepali brother by the name of Dabal Bahadur Bam had left Nepal for
India in search of a job while he was still a young boy. He worked in India for many years as a
watchman. But one day someone shared the
gospel to him, he accepted the Lord Jesus Christ. As he continued to grow in grace and in the
Knowledge of the Lord, he remembered his country, his village and his people
who had never heard the gospel. The more
he fell in love with Jesus, the more he was restless to go to Nepal and share
the gospel to his people. Finally, he
left the job, with the money he had, he bought bags full of Bibles, tracts and
evangelistic materials and headed for Nepal.
He was so full of joy and zeal for the Lord; he did not care for his
future. All he wanted was to share the
message of salvation to his people. No one
had commissioned him, no one had funded him, no one had promised missionary perks;
in fact he had no idea about the commercial side of Christian missions. Filled with excitement, he arrived at a border
checkpoint (Gauriphanta, near Dhangadi) between India and Nepal. His entire luggage was Bibles and
tracts. While his bags were going
through the custom inspection, he was so happy to talk to the Nepali officers
and the people standing around; he began to handover the tracts as he preached
the gospel to them. When the custom
officer asked him what these books were, he was so glad to explain to him that
these were words of God in the written form and he had come from India to
preach the gospel to his people in Nepal.
Immediately the custom officer told him to follow one of the officers
there to a nearby police station.
Brother Bam was so happy that he can now start preaching the gospel from
the police officers. He was absolutely
oblivious of the prevailing laws against Christianity. When the police officer asked him his identity,
he was so glad to tell that he was a Christian evangelist and wanted the officer
himself to begin to read the Bible. With
no further investigation, no trial and prosecution, straightaway he was handed
with a 3 years prison sentence without any possibility of a parole. He had never known that Christianity was
banned in Nepal; he had never met a Nepali Christian. Until three months, no one knew that he was
in prison, except the police. After
three months of his imprisonment, a local newspaper, under brief headlines in
about 75 words wrote, “a Christian preacher from the district of Doti has been
sent to a three years imprisonment for preaching Christianity”. There was no further information to identify
him; no name, address, nothing. All we
knew was his district which happened to be my district as well. Until that time, I had known only one more
Christian brother from this district.
With the district of Doti being the only common thing between us, the local
Christian group that I was part of in that town suggested that I should go and
try to find out about him. Knowing that
this brother was in prison for 3 years, I was ready to risk for one year
imprisonment (if the police knew I was a Christian, they would put me in for
one year for converting from Hinduism to Christianity) to find out who he
was.
To make the long story
short, I was the first person to meet him in prison after he was sent
there. We talked a lot as how this all
happened. As I walked out of that prison,
my heart was filled with joy to see a brother so happy to go to prison for the
Lord. His attitude ministered me in such
a way that from that day I was no longer the same. Come what may, I was ready to lay down my
life for the Lord and so long I was there in that town, I regularly visited and
carried many gifts from the rich and famous Christians (these Christians were
afraid to be noticed by the police, so I became their conscience soother). I did not have much to offer him materially
and like him, I was also not aware that Christianity was after all a commercial
religion. But I began to notice the
influx of Christians coming from as far as Kathmandu, writing about him, asking
me so many things about him and finally even daring to meet him in prison and
take some pictures!. Sadly I left that
town, brother Bam completed his 3 years prison terms and right about that time,
the political changes in Nepal brought freedom for the Christians as well.
Rumors began to spread
that so many Christian leaders were soliciting donations from abroad in the
name of this brother claiming that they were taking care of his family, his
legal fees, so on and so forth. When
brother Bam came to know how Christians were running after money for preaching
the gospel, how they had sold him many times over while he was in jail; all his
zeal, joy and commitment to the Lord came crashing down.
During the persecution
era, there were many brother Bams who were willing to lay down their lives for
the kingdom of God, if not for a handful of greedy preachers, the church in
Nepal was by and large pure and innocent.
The thought of suffering for Christ was never a scary thing; it was an
honor to suffer for Christ. There was a
wonderful sense of belonging and fellowship among the believers from various
congregations, and the mammon serving wolfs in sheep’s clothing could easily be
spotted and tackled with.
But after the advent of
democracy and relative freedom, the church in Nepal fell prey to the mammon serving
wolfs in sheep’s clothing. Ministry became
the best and quickest means for luxurious living for the leaders whose only
ambition in life is to get connected with as many native missionary supporting agencies
as possible from the west or east. The
moment such a minister from Nepal meets potential donors, s/he will quickly
extend an invitation to come to Nepal as partners and preach or teach or do
anything the donor would like to do from a pastoral training to holding of a
crusade. The only condition is that the one
who would like to come to Nepal for such ministry opportunities should also
fund these activities (the budget is prepared in dollars, not in local
currencies). In the name of saving souls
and training leaders, the mammon serving leaders’ aim is to save as much money as
they can from whatever is left from conducting a conference, pastoral seminars,
and crusades and so on.
To make the matter palatable
for these kinds of leaders, the prosperity gospel from the west has become
almost like the 11th commandment that “thou shall not suffer”. Suffering is regarded as the divine
disfavor. The Cross of Christ does not
appeal to these leaders; they love the crown without the cross. The quest for crown without the cross has
brought all kinds of immoral and unethical practices in the church. Sexual immorality, financial fraud and cultic
teachings are plaguing the church in Nepal.
The desire for prosperity without purity has given birth to pastors who
are now part of mafia and underground extortion gangs that threaten anyone who
dares to speak against their activities.
Church in Nepal is known to have been the fastest growing church in
Asia, but along with its growth, we are also witnessing the erosion of genuine faith
in the suffering savior.
In the face of such an
erosion of Christian virtues from Nepal, a look at Orthodox tradition is so
captivating, so comforting that when all else fails, maybe, maybe we will have
to look to the church that is truly the historic church dating back to the
first century. Sadly, up until now,
Nepal has not seen the presence of a real Orthodox Church and hopefully this link
(orthodoxnepal.org) that I have will
someday provide a possible window for us to peek into so that we will have an Orthodox disturbance in our hearts to seek the Lord.
Thank you for this encouraging post Pastor Bhojraj. I am very interested to learn more about your studies of Orthodoxy. I hope we have the opportunity to meet and speak together about your journey. May the Lord continue to bless you and guide you, and me through your prayers. Fr. Seraphim Bell
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